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15 May 2009 @ 02:24 pm
if you're in a relationship. talk. no matter what. don't be afraid to talk or be heard.  
I'm just sad.
I need to get over this slump.

someone please remind me that I'm worth it.
I'm not sure that I remember that I am.

But I know how the saying goes: You must love yourself before you can have someone love you.
The thing is that I do love myself. I don't think I'm a bad person. I think I'm a pretty damn selfless girlfriend that loves with my whole self and soul. I just can't fathom being taken advantage of and it makes everything hurt 100times more than it normally would. That's when I start to think "maybe I've fucked up?"

Someone please just be straight with me. And I'll be straight with you. It will hurt, but I'd rather have a relationship based on truth than on someone trying to "protect" my feelings. That NEVER goes over well.

I have a feeling I will be writing in this thing pretty often this summer. I will have a lot of slumpy days. I'll try not to be so depressing. I just can't help it if I'm sad and nothing around me really helps and no one really goes out of their way to make me smile.

I've sat like this for the last three days :-|

if you're in a relationship. talk. no matter what. don't be afraid to talk or be heard. if something bothers you, talk louder. No matter how hard headed the other person, you will always feel like you did everything you could. because you talked. And talking is a big step towards improvement.