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23 July 2008 @ 12:01 am
No no no no no nothing else will do. I gotta have you. I gotta have you.  
I don't like hurting. I like working things out. I like fixing problems. I don't like crying. I don't like feeling perpetually sad. I don't think anyone does...but people who thrive on depression. odd people.

I like feeling complete. I like feeling alright. I love feeling loved.
I am loved.

I need to not second guess it. Don't worry until given something to worry about. I need to tattoo that on my brain.
If something comes up, bring it up in a civil manner. Work towards good. Work towards fixing things. Work towards making things work.

I love feeling like everything will be okay.
I love him.

I need to not be needy and do things for myself more. Love me first.

loving is a good feeling.
ahhh sleep to awake another day. another day of being alive, being healthy-ish, being able to tell the one you love that you love them.
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